Merry Christmas Everybody, Happy Holidays. ❤

I may be late but Merry Christmas. ❤

You Brought Me Back to Life. ❤

I remember,
I remember very well
when you were the only person by my side,
I was lost,
So confused and sick of life.
Until you gave me a reason to live again.
We had never had a stable conversation
without having an argument after,
I always mess things up.
I remember losing you not once but twice,
My personality was too repulsive for you to bare,
I told you sorry a million times,
Did they ever count for me being ungrateful to you ?
I'm always passing the boundaries,
You spoil me.
You're not like everybody else, you were different.
I was blind to see that the little things I did was irksome.
You gave me many chances to be in your life again
but I wasted them thinking that you'll always be accepting my apologies,
I took our friendship for granted.
But now you're gone.
I've hit rock bottom,
And there's nothing that I can say to mend the broken pieces.
You were a great friend who stood up for me,
I'll NEVER forget that.
As I write these words with tears falling from my eyes,
I'll be here wishing the best for you,
Even though you have moved on out of my life.

A Real Friend. ♡

Ghetto Cry - A Song .. (Unfinished) ..

[Verse: 1]
It's just another rainy day in the Ghetto,
Black shades on and my Red Stiletto,
There aint no peace without drugs,
That's what keep the place MELLO.
Cocaine on ya' tongue,
Guess where they hid it ? In the Jello.
It's so hard on them, They suffering the pain.
But a little dirty sprite would make it all go away.
Ma' nigga, my nigga, In the Ghetto,
Life just aint the same.

(Chorus)
Can't you hear the cry of the Ghetto?
Why can't somebody come and save us?
We need some jobs in the Ghetto.
We need some food in the Ghetto.
Can't you hear the Ghetto Cry ? (cry, cry)
Can't you hear the Ghetto Cry ? (cry, cry)
Why ? Oh why ? Oh why ?
The Ghetto Cry.

Alone ...

I just imagined myself in my head

Hanging hopelessly from a million plotted threads.

I'm empty and alone,

With these voices in my head.

Try imagine, Pretend it's you.

Every minute, every hour.

Self esteem going down.

And there's nothing that you can do.

Nobody is by your side.

No Mom , No Dad.

Nobody seems to care.

So you just moved on.

She's just starting life.

 Harder times are left to come.

Some say she's seeking attention,

Some said: She's just doing it for fun.

Starved, Useless

Suffering, Stressed

Disgusted, Cutting

And of-course Depressed.

My friends ?

They don't care.

My family ?

They can't help.

I can't escape it.

It stings under my skin.

Some laughed because I'm sad.

I can't find the joke .. So I never grin.

They all say I'm stupid .

"You're a crackhead"

When little they know that I'm killing myself slowly.

And one you'll find me hanging from the ceiling or

laying on my bed Dead.

That's when they will all regret what they have said.
That's when they'll realize that it wasn't a act, 
That I wasn't being someone that I'm not,
But just sad me, No pretend.

Anancy Alien. ┼

A Idle Drawing done by Me , Showing my Artistic Side.

† What Book ?

This is not Facebook, what book ? Slutbook ? 

They need to call this Fuckbook . 

Picture lookin' good , but in person ... Yuckbook . 

Hellbook , Tellbook , Bitches can't Spellbook . 

Hate behind your back , But in person wish you Wellbook . 

Glitchbook , Snitchbook , Fake Family Listbook ,

 Posting on her page ,This is tryna steal your Bitchbook .

 Rudebook , Fuedbook , Tell your every Movebook , 

Don't even need to watch TV , Shit it's here , Newsbook .

Just a little something I posted on Facebook back then.