"Why can't you love yourself ?.. Even if you don't love yourself I'm still going to love you. I don't care about your weight, I don't care about your looks, I don't care about those things that you hate. I know you're insecure, bipolar, I know you self harm and I know you're suicidal. The thought of losing you to suicide is a risk I'm willing to take. I love you. Babe .. I love you. You have an amazing body, A beautiful smile, a great personality, a big heart and on top of that you're cute as fuck. So please, PLEASE, Please give me a chance to make you happy, trust me, you won't regret it. I'll be there for you whenever you want, I'll do anything for you if I can. please give me a chance, I love you.."
[she begun to cry]
Dear Friend,
You love me? Even if I love you, it doesn't matter, I can't love you, We can never be together, we can't even be seen together, what's the sense of loving somebody when you're going to be miserable, but I can't tell you that ... so it's better if I just write it here and leave it and further more I don't even like myself. How can you love me? I mean, what is there to love? how can you think I'm beautiful when I'm not. I'm a insecure mess, I'm a lot to deal with. I get crazy a lot of time and make silly jokes and display childish behavior that I know you're not going to like.. I can see you falling in love with me over and over and over again and falling back out.
I'm advising you to stop. Please give up on trying to let me be your girl or your future wife. I'm not willing to live the rest of my life in misery. I'm sorry ... but my friend .. it's time to say goodbye because by saying these words I'm not sure if you're going to stick around much longer. I doubt you're going to be able to even look at me. Please stop. Please don't wait on me.
And .. And ... In-case you're wondering .. I did like you, I do love you, I will always love you, but you need to move on with your life.
