The bitter taste of betrayal . . .

I always wonder who my real friends are. But when you go further in life you can count them on one hand. Right now, I'm at breaking point of being Teased, Accused, Abused and feeling Ashamed. I don't know what I'm doing wrong and I definitely can't do anything right. Where do I go from this ? Where ? 
Putting all your trust and faith in someone and at the end of the day they don't even like you. they chose to like and chase after the people who don't give a fuck about them. I'm just a teen, I understand that. I don't know what the future has in store for me. I have been betrayed tonight by the one person who I think I could trust. I don't even wish for him to die, I'll leave him to God.