† What Book ?

This is not Facebook, what book ? Slutbook ? 

They need to call this Fuckbook . 

Picture lookin' good , but in person ... Yuckbook . 

Hellbook , Tellbook , Bitches can't Spellbook . 

Hate behind your back , But in person wish you Wellbook . 

Glitchbook , Snitchbook , Fake Family Listbook ,

 Posting on her page ,This is tryna steal your Bitchbook .

 Rudebook , Fuedbook , Tell your every Movebook , 

Don't even need to watch TV , Shit it's here , Newsbook .

Just a little something I posted on Facebook back then. 

✘ Splashed, July 20, 2013 ...

It was a calm night,

Very dark.

My anxiety started to kick in on my arrival to every teen's dream.

Zoned out...

Staring thru' the car window into the dark sky,

Visioning how the night was going to be.

Sighing on the thoughts that came to mind,

I whispered ''Fuck Everything".

I tried to find myself again,

Trying to be Normal, Fitting back in a conversation with my girlfriends.

We were all excited, we were all anxious.

Did I mention Insecure at times?

-Enjoy's the Party like Chocolate Syrup on Ice-Cream with Jello-

For the first in my life .. I felt like "Somebody",

It was my first official party and ofcourse everybody was friendly,

For the first time in my life ... I didn't feel Insecure, Lost or Worried.

"Wild for the Night - Asap Rocky ft Skrillex" was the Anthem for the night.

We all live it up including sad , little me.

It was just as I imagined , Perfection in a polite way.

It was one of the BEST experience of my seventeen years of living. ❤
SPLASHED WAS GOLD.

. . .

Hello Summer 2013. 0/

Secrets , We all have secrets, some that we can bare to tell to our closest friends .... but some that cannot be spoken about at all , some that we can't even bare to remember. We have done so much things in life that we are not proud of, so much things that we wish we could erased to prevent future embarrassment. But why should we REGRET these things ? I mean ''No Regrets, Just Lessons Learnt" , A young man by the name of Horatio told me this when I was on my face, literally.... the dark pits of Depression. I'm thankful for alot of people and VERY thankful for the few real ones that do care about me. I can only identify my real friends when something REALLY bad happens that push's me to self harm or hurt myself. Sighhh..... Well , I'm now officially done with High School, well I was from the 14th of June (:

And .......... I'm not graduating , OUCH .

Well , Hello Summer c:

` Taken in the Morning on - June 14, 2013 ♥ 

Life is about Changes . . .

We are not going to be the same person forever. We can't maintain the same behaviors forever. People and Time change. This World was once decent but now it's very cruel. You can't live your life without being Judged and you definitely can't live your life without somebody or should I say people who will always try to bring you down. 
This Generation --> The Riches are still hating on the poor , I guess they finally realized that having money isn't everything, In order to succeed in life you need to have a strong backbone, a good background, a healthy relationship, strong friendships, a personality and of course a brilliant family. You also have to show respect in order to gain respect and Thank God for everything.
This Generation --> They believe that; if they don't have a lot of people kissing their asses, (excuse my language), they are somewhat considered to be an outcast. NO. You are someone, You are yourself, You are an ORIGINAL. Don't let society negative comments cause you feel ashamed of yourself, look down on yourself and definitely don't let society cause you to harm yourself .

- K. Ferg ♥ `

The bitter taste of betrayal . . .

I always wonder who my real friends are. But when you go further in life you can count them on one hand. Right now, I'm at breaking point of being Teased, Accused, Abused and feeling Ashamed. I don't know what I'm doing wrong and I definitely can't do anything right. Where do I go from this ? Where ? 
Putting all your trust and faith in someone and at the end of the day they don't even like you. they chose to like and chase after the people who don't give a fuck about them. I'm just a teen, I understand that. I don't know what the future has in store for me. I have been betrayed tonight by the one person who I think I could trust. I don't even wish for him to die, I'll leave him to God. 

✞ The Trill ; DOPE ✞

This is a Painting done by: Kerry-Ann Ferguson (Me) for a Friend ,

His name is Horatio A. (Raysho), Meep Meep.

#Bleh.